haunted.......

i have forgiven you.....but memories haunts me like a nightmare....cant move on.....cant forget....its not a question of trust.....or maybe it is......trust in the words you said "i love you".....or maybe its a question about your definition of love.......of friendship......i woke up happy yesterday....until i get to the office...but when i pull up the videos you sent me and see your officemates, it came back to me again.......feels like stardust happened last night.....i thought i have already forgotten it by forgiving you.....i was wrong......i know there will be more of these....bigger trials....bigger problems....