i hate the sched

i am not able to spend a lot of time with my honeykab...we do see each other more than once a week..i got to see him after his java class but i have to wait for him until 930pm and that leaves me "grogi" when i wake up at 3am. on weekdays i can only spend around 10-15 minutes with him..

hay....i am really not liking it.

on saturdays we go to mass everyday. spend time from 2pm til 7pm with him, and for me that is still not enough for me. i really cant define what i feel. i miss him and i dont know if i am getting away from him...part of me is becoming distant...

i know i love him...i love him so much...