last night...

believe it or not, it's not easy for me to say those things. no one wants to feel angry and down all the time. when you said "we'll find time", that triggered me to think of what happened in the past. TIME and EFFORT, that have been my greatest longing from you. and you know when you said "we'll find time", i really would want to hope or rather expect that it will happen. but the thing is, it's like waiting in vain, waiting for a rain in the summer time. expect no more. that's what i tell myself...but you are constantly giving me hope, that this time, it will be different....i hope so...

i didn't say everything that you did is nothing for me. i didn't say you never did the right thing. stop thinking that you're not a worthy boyfriend.